Today I am struggling with the overwhelming gap between where we are and where we want to be.
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Not sure where I am headed with this.
Sometimes I am like that, act first think second.
Who is this person?
It is a tricky thing to sum oneself up in a few words or less.
Especially someone like myself, who feels like I am still very much a work in progress.
My focus in the now revolves around my kids...all are at various stages in becoming the women they will be.
Sometimes, during the rare moments of genuine peace and quiet, I make things. Things for them, for me, my partner, our home.
Not exactly a few words or less....but as with me, at least a start.
Especially someone like myself, who feels like I am still very much a work in progress.
My focus in the now revolves around my kids...all are at various stages in becoming the women they will be.
Sometimes, during the rare moments of genuine peace and quiet, I make things. Things for them, for me, my partner, our home.
Not exactly a few words or less....but as with me, at least a start.
I sort of know the feeling, and truth be told, I don't know if what I want or envision for my family will ever pan out the way I'd like it. I have little choice in the matter, as we go where we are posted (told) as that keeps the wolves at bay ;) I keep my dream safe within, sort of like a plan B, meanwhile I live with plan A, and try to make the best of it. Sometimes it works and other times, not so much. Sending good vibes your way.
ReplyDeleteI went through a divorce 9 years ago that made me realize sometimes you just have to be where you are. Not where you want to be or where you think you should be. It was a painful but necessary reality check for me.
ReplyDeleteBe gentle with your self. It will all make sense as to the "why" of it all some time later.