Part 4 about Me

My path has never been clear to me. The only thing that I feel I was ever certain about was that I wanted to be a Mama. And so I am - with all that I have. Now as my girls are growing up (with one picking universities) I find myself on unsure footing about what lies in store for me in this next phase.

Something about Me

Shortly after my birthday last year I felt it start...a small ember in the pit of my stomach....not exactly a sense of dread but more of a "you better start wrapping your head around this" sort of feeling. I would say that I mostly forgot about it until January of this year. Then the "thinking" began in earnest.
So, I have six days left before I turn 40. I thought I would like to post for the next week about Me...things about me.

Point 1 - I am a difficult mix of a Dreamer caught up in the body of a Planner.